Whoever can be trusted with very little can also be trusted with much, and whoever can be dishonest with very little will be dishonest with much.” (Luke 16:10)

The one thing that sobriety has taught me is the value of honesty. Many times I was asked about my drug and alcohol abuse and I lied out of my teeth. Nope, not me, I would never touch the stuff. All it got me was deeper and deeper into the hole. Even to those I cared and loved about I couldn’t be honest with them because I wasn’t honest with myself.

I just finished my fast and was shown so many things. During this time I was asking for guidence on a lot of issues. A main request was for him to surround me people who I can trust with the big things that are coming up in my life. I may not like the answers he’s given but I need to be honest with myself that the more I try to fight against Gods answer the more frustrated I become. If I can’t be trusted with obeying him from the begining…how can he trust blessing me in bigger things.