I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. Phil 4:13

Currently I feel…alone. It is actually odd considering I am home. The place that I have lived basically my entire life and yet the feeling of loneliness has consumed me for most of the day. If it wasn’t for me community of people back in California offering me words of encouragement, today would have been a lot rougher. 

Tired, jet lag, sadness, etc. is basically what I am going through. It sucks…big time. While talking to my Dad earlier today he said that I need to enjoy this time of relative peace & quiet. Deep down inside I know he’s right…it’s just I am use to being active and always having something to do or places to go. 

If it wasn’t for the time and effort working on my personal relationship with Christ…I would probably be in a world of trouble. In the past boredom and feeling alone would be a reason for me to drink and use drugs. By the grace of God, that is no longer the case. Yes, I cant just stay home and dwell on what I dont have, at the same time I am going to  use this time to re-charge my batteries and do some real soul searching on what I am going to do.