Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him,  and he will make your paths straight. (Proverbs 3:5-6)

There are times when things that I pray about/for, don’t really turn out how I want them to. Even though the initial heartache and grief may feel devastating…I know that Gods will is better than mine. Shoot, it can be so painful like a knife being plunged in my heart but I have faith. Absolute, undeniable faith…even if its the size of a mustard seed.

Its not easy to look back on some recent decisions and be happy with how they played out. However difficult it may be, there is a sense of peace that eventually it will be ok. Yeah, I usually say “not ok but amazing” however right now, cant say that. One day I will be able to but not tonight,